Paranoia

May or may not be setting in. So, I've got a few stories to tell you all.

First off, it had rained the past few days, so a little stream that Mike and I had passed by before was now filled with water. Mike was thrilled to see this, but I was hesitant. When Mike was about to take a sip of  the water, I began to hear a sort of hissing and bubbling that wasn't there before. So I rushed to Mike, and tackled Mike out of the way, trying to stop Mike from drinking the water, which I had a feeling might be the Epping Aqua Tarkus as some call it. I think others call it Ichor, but whatever. So, Mike was really angry, and thought I was ridiculous. Despite me shouting at Mike not to, Mike struggled away from me and Mike drank from the stream. Turned out, Mike was fine. So there's that.


Second, Mike and I saw a flock of birds. I told Mike that we'd have to go, but Mike just didn't listen, so when Mike was able to get a drop on one, Mike wrung it's neck, like the badass Mike is. Once again, I was relieved Mike was okay.

Mike's asking me why I keep blogging this stuff. I'm telling Mike that it's to keep sane and in some form of contact with other people. But then I remembered I have Mike now, so I guess I don't really need that. In fact, I don't know if I'd be able to hold it together if I lost Mike. Doesn't mean I'll stop blogging though. I wouldn't want to leave you guys hanging on how Mike and I turn out.

I could have sworn

I saw Slendy today. I could be very wrong, considering there's like, a bajillion trees, but I feel that just makes it more likely. Mike says I'm becoming paranoid. I also feel like I'm seeing more trees with (X), but that I think is more likely to actually just be paranoia

"Am I going crazy or is he following me"- Doctor What?, Chameleon Circuit

Hoshit

Mike's a total BAMF. He's been actually pretty strong, and he used to like, hike in the woods all the time. So Mike has been really helpful, digging up all these roots and shit, Mike's like a godsend. But Mike noticed something weird. He noticed that I didn't seem very starved for being lost for as long as I have. And I realized, I'm not. Ever since I killed that deer, I haven't been hungry, and I don't seem to have been losing weight.

You are not alone

So, turns out I'm not alone. I found someone else lost here, but he doesn't seem to know about the Fears or any of that. I've been giving him a short rundown on what's gone on. His name's Mike. Pretty cool dude, too. Likes comics and shit. So yeah. At least I'm not by myself.

"Don't wanna be, all by myseeelf" - A song I can't remember the name of

A Neverending Story

So, I've decided to just go on in a straight line as far as I could, and I feel like I haven't gotten anywhere. I took a nicely edged rock and kept cutting in different marks into the trees. I started with basic shapes, then letters, now I'm just using numbers. And at a certain point, they repeated. I started with an X, and eventually, I got to an X. Except this time there was a circle around the X. And I know it was the same one, because after it the sequence started again.

I have no fucking idea.

"*Mindless repetition*" - Go ahead and pick any Lady GaGa song

Just Realized

I haven't been using quotes. I'm gonna have to get back to that

Been a while

So, it's mostly been the same old shit for a while, finding a few berries, looking for supplies, I happened to come across some deer. Killed them. Didn't want to, but I did what I had to. And that's when I saw HER. HER with her GRIN. I've been contemplating this for awhile now, and I'm not even going to begin to question it. I saw the Wooden Girl. Yes, the Wooden Girl from the Fear Mythos. Maybe I was hallucinating. I pray I was. But I don't find it likely, considering she reached out her hand at touched me. She placed her hand on my heart, her cold wooden hand, and then left. Carried away, being pulled by her own strings. So now, needless to say, I'm scared shitless